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but hey bye guys and gl to all in socom this year

i faked typed faked talked man wasnt my true self and it hurt alot of peoples feelings. Again I am sorry to all

Np my time here posting is done but as I said my appologies to the community.

Actually I was just saying I was sorry to the community so maby all you flmaing me and telling me to seek help how but you look at your other posts then take a look in the mirror. I said my sorries have a great day. I moved on I have a new start and I feel damn good

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e7zgxuTaZns I am sorry to all and I have moved on and I wish all could do the same. Again I am my true self now and no longer afraid to show the real me

dude really im not asking for your sympathy im asking to move on this is a video game and this will be my last time posting in this thread

I dont have to proove myslef to no one this is a video game make all the videos you want to make all the ads fliers you name it. I am proud to be who I am and I am a proud disabled american

Yes and I will say again I am not in FBR I was only in FBR for 2 weeks when the beta came out then I was kicked. I have not been part of FBR for 2 months. FBR is a good clan and so are many other clans on this game that why I decided to run solo

Yes UF community I did downplay my talking and faked that i could not type good. I am disabled I dont know why it really matters to anyone on how I typed or talked because it was my choice and I should be able to type or talk how I want to. So truth im done with FBR but if you want to make a video of me then feel free to. I cryed because i felt bad that I did fake talk and type and I felt bad about it. I just wanted to move on but no one would let me yes man I did fake type and fake talk there i said it to the community is there anything else you want me to admit to how about me having to wear a diaper? you want me to admit that ? Yea I did not show you in that psn chat because I should not have 2 but yes I did used to have to wear diaper to bed cause i wet the bed really thats no ones buisness but yea anything else that anyone needs to know about my personal life. Man there is no reason for me fake type fake talk but all I can say is is I was in the wrong but not everyone was true to me to. I am disabled for the last time and the reason I cryed is because I felt bad and wanted to be forgived. The past is the past though man but i wont bash FBR and really I stoped trying to join FBR after you banned me from your fourms as I said I moved on. If you want to still make a video of me than more power to you man I made a mistake and I learned from it. I respect all clans on this game truth. I am who i am I made lot of mistakes in life as im sure other ppl have to. I do have a small amount of autism in me and i do have adhd and I am also bipolar. I have not a thing to hide. But yes you are correct I did fake type and fake talk when I was in your clan and in ae69 and again i am sorry. Yes UF community I do admit I was afraid to be myself and agian im sorry

I am lk-crusha and I am sorry about my post yesterday if it offended anyone but I would like to say that I watched CT when it 1st started and its a great tournament even tho I am banned from their site I still have respect for them and I will stand up for CT any day. UF is also a great site that is very known as well both are great tournaments and I was very proud to be part of both of them. I want to say that I was not defending havoc i was just defending Chaos Tactics and as soon as I made that post people started to flame me I should not even have made that post but it shows that I dont hold grudges and I will defend a tournament still whos community is still calling me fake but I want all to know I am on the same book as you if Havoc did do this that is sick digusting and I have no repspect for anyone who wuld do such a thing. Personally I dont know who havoc is never met him or played with him but I do know I seen CT getting bashed on and I was protecting them not havoc.So to the UF community CT and UF are both great tournaments and I wish the best for all of them. This is a video game as I said in my previous post. I hope all can accept my appologies but I say again I was not defending havoc but I was defending Chaos Tactics and to this very day i still would. AS I also said though both tournaments are awesome. Good Luck to all.

Actually FBR THA-TRUTH I had no means to have your tag in front of my name but ltu asked me nicely before I made that post last night to remove the LTU tag well THA-TRUTH you can back your words but when I made my crusha name the account itself was named FBR LK-CRUSHA im sorry if your feelings are to hurt omggggggggggggg im not scared to be myself unlike others I know coming all at me do not judge a book by its cover sir until the true story unfolds yes I did have a LTU tag on my name and as soon as I took off the LTU tag it gave me the name back to original account so before you go and start blabbin away do know bro im not talking shit bout you but it seems FBR likes drama and that FBR is pussy whipped at that so wake up man and hear the bird call I dont give a fuck who u think I am if I am fake or anything the only thing truthful is we dont know anyone behind the controller I mean ppl is all on me to see if I am fake I wanna let you know something truth there is no grudges that UF holds that is one good thing about the UF right after I made my post last night I entered in a RVN room and guess whhat they didnt start crying saying to leave the room and holding grudges cause this is a video game... Truth do you know why I left LTU? I was happy in LTU but I didnt know myself I didnt have a clue of who I was and if I really was good for a clan and I didnt want to give a bad repuatation for neither clan FBR or LTU now man yes I am not a fake, I am disabled and yeaa I did put on a little show and use equal signs and shit I talked normal and I have clans that are witnessses to that yea I used to talk funny wayyyyyyyyyy back 2 years ago. The thing is you still on my back you already ban me from your fourms and not 1 time in my post last night did I mention your clan name. As I said truth and I am real sure the creator of these fourms can even tell you when you delete your account or change your display name to nothing your name goes back to the way it originally was. The thing I cant get now man is ppl all on me and calling me fake but no one is asking anyone else in this game to proove themself because I wanna let you know something truth you dont know anyone behind a controller and what you say to them because of what you think is fake can actually hurt the person you are calling fake feelings. Now you made your post and bashed me time to move on I have not a problem with you or FBR and you only made yourself look like a fool by making this post. Now you can stop hating on me and hate on Stormwatchs havoc due to the sick move he pulled